Start to visualize what it is you want, love and believe is the next step in your life. Of course, we depend on Him to guide us towards what is best for us — pray for that guidance and will that what we dream and hope for, is right for our future.
Start living with full believe, and conviction that what you want and pray for is not unattainable. We often shy away from our asks, our dua and aspirations because they are too big and impossible. But nothing is too big and impossible for the One who creates and wills all things.
If there is any way to be in your delusions, it is with Allah. Let yourself be delusional in the possibilities and positivity of what can truly be.